My Epiphanies (Part 4)

A few more weeks have flew past us and we are near the end of another month. So I'm sure you have all heard of the saying that for every end, there is a new beginning. However, to what extent do you truly believe that statement? Do you ever get the feeling that we are all fooling ourselves... there was never an end originally. What thing/event that you thought "ended" only hid away in its own dimension... waiting to come out and strike at the right moment in the future. Now, don't get me wrong. The thing/event that "ended" may not be a bad thing at all. Perhaps it was a great thing... something that you always wanted; however, not until recently has it surfaced into reality again and made you rethink twice about who you really are... what you really want your future to be like... Now, I encourage you all to put your shoes in such a position. Say you are satisfied with your current life and who you currently are. Are you willing to change your life to incorporate the past, especially if it was something that you really wanted to be or have in the past? How special would it have to be to change you? Or... would you take the conservative path and say forget the past. It's time to move on...

So recently, I have had two crazy dreams. One of them proved how far I was willing to go to protect a friend.... a good friend. Trust me, if you are 391/543, there is nothing that will hold me back. None of the fears I currently have will factor into the equation when it comes to situations like I had in my dream...

On the other hand, the second dream was much more painful. This dream came down to a choice... a very difficult choice. So if have two extremely, extremely good friends who you care deeply about and you have to choose hurting one or the other, which one would you choose? For me, it wasn't a choice. I couldn't choose either. However, the problem was that by not choosing either, I ended up hurting both. Ironic eh? However, if you think about it, is such a situation possible? Definitely yes. Let's just hope that none of us will ever have to go through a real version of my dream.